Aks

Times change,chances get lost,things don't go as planned
What i wanted,what seemed in my grip,what seemed so achievable
Turned out to be a illusion,a mere farce created by my false demeanor
I was living in a fool's paradise.

The change was diabolical....i was thrown out of my feet
I was so used to winning...defeat seemed inconceivable
Former glories prompting present downfall
A bolt out of the blue

Explanations...success required none...failure permitted none
I had failed where my comrades had got through
People who counted on me were left speechless
I had lost their faith...........damn it

Skepticism crept up on my mind dilemmas ran riots
Doubts casting shadows on my abilities
Every breath I took was rather choking me out
The blackness...the melancholy consuming me swiftly

Oh man,this is bad,i need answers now
I feel like I have lost my way
Someone, surely, must be able to show me
How this game of life must be played